oh ya.

this year's campfire theme song..

is you and me,together by miley cyrus.

find it quite a nice song... hope u enjoy it=D

skipped nco course last week... was seriously too sick to go for course.. sad!!! argh! wanted to see if the course i/c did a better job than me... LOLS! well.... guess she did... no more day dreaming of best dun noe what cadet le... wake up!!!

well, during this long holiday, went to the clinic to see doctor twice. haha so fun. but no voice... totally... i even need to write notes to my parents to communicate with them... how LOLS?

went for dragon boating on friday. well... was fun... =D hahah! love it. hope i could go for it agn... probably with friends next time... hahah!

well... this few days seriously very bored.. did nothing special... just sleep, eat, and do it agn... was sick. wat to do? LOLS. KOR came back from macua on monday. happy! he bought me keychains and clothes! hahh! thanks so much kor kor! it is a small nice cardigan and a small singlet... he was worried i could not fit in.... but the fact is, i could... and it was just nice...=D im not that fat after all! YAY!

today went for flag day... sad... ask for donation from many people... but already, i have no voice... how to ask? even my squadmates asked if i am really gladys... how??? i boke my voice!!! HOW? HELP?! tough day for me.... well, had my tin like 4/5 filled... happy! hahah! but still... it is too little... could have asked for more... i was sick wat... then... almost fainted in parade(agn!)...CL li shi went to bring me aside to rest... they set off to their locatio 1st... without me...O=...

talked to jinyi after that... wow... impressive... she finished all her homework! BUT... I SERIOULY HAVEN TOUCH YET! die! how??? i am died!!! ARGH!!!

looks like december is the time where i seriously have to chiong homework... die la!!! argh!!! starting to get really scared that i no time finish homework! the only time i can find to do homework is the night... in the day, if no course, then i have to work, or take care of didi, or group meeting... wa... where got time?? where got time do homework?? SIAN! night time lor... haix... why do i always have to sacrifice my sleep!!!

currently, using kor's friend's laptop blogging.. lols... didi using main com to play maple... LOLS! haiz... anw, im back to playing maple! me and kor kor train together... lvl up to 25 by half a day! not bad!=D hahah! playing th new world... new job... totally no money... sad... have to earn slowly... kays... crap too much already... getting sleepy... so gotta brew a cup of coffee or something to make me stay awake to do homework! BB! CHIONG-ING TIME!

firstly, im so sorry for being able to post...well, recently very busy... sorry! and to one of the main character of my life, soooooooooooo sorry! i have been like ignoring u, leaving u aside...i should keep u accompany...like how u always never fail to do. sorry! i am so apologetic towards this! well, the only thing i can say is, sorry, please forgive me!!! argh!!!

well, will tok to u more... since i will not be that busy from now on...=D

well, monday. monday is... well, ehh... 9th november... and...oh! i remembered! hahah! i went to school with peiyu and yinton to help the book shop auntie sell books... it was quite slack la... hahha.. did nothing much! heheh! but... the ncc guys were so irritating... keep banging... so hope that i have the courage to rush out the classroom and shout at them that they are under shelter!!! hahahh! but i won't do that...haiz... not enough courage...what i want to say... haiz....

well, tuesday, the first day whereby sec 2s books are being sold.... well well, went to help out as per normal. SIAN!!! tired!!! argh!! hahah! attend dun noe how many peeps. sian... well, in the morning when going to school, realised that i was late...die la...why am i always like that... ran like crazy after exiting the mrt station and somehow, the careless me, sprained my ankle... LOLS!

well, went to 2n1 classroom... help to sell and stif... ankle super pain... was limping.. and bearing all the pain secret;y without anyone's acknowledgement... didn wish anyone to realise it....

well, wednesday... it is...11th november... oops... guess i forgot what i did on wednesday... hahah! sorry! gladys too STM!

thursday. went for nco course group meeting. haha. was so fun... in a sense... the whole group was like dreaming to have $50 000 so that we could get c;ass tee and stff. and we shall standardize the type of camping bag, socks, stationaries, wallet and stuff. hahah so funny! well, we are design our group tee... yellow! didn noe i like yellow so much... well, kana influence? erm... so decided to have our group tee to be yellow colour... heheh! that would be my 1st ever group tee that is yellow!YAY!

well, next group meeting is on the next monday and it is at douby ghout... hahah! have to be there like 10... haiz.then have to finish the MOI board thingy by this week.... when i only have tues, wednesday thursday to do.... sian!!! i think i will be doing in the night ba... then no one can disturb me... AHAHAH!

friday. well, morning rush through the MOI lesson plan... wow... seriously anyhow do... mdm marked my paper today... well... circled a big portion of it and wrote, totall empty. ooh sg=hit man! die le la. haiz... black record... but who cares? somehow... i am starting to hate some of the officers... well, i will elaborate further later....

then, afternoon went to school to help out in hall deco for tuesday's MOE... thingy la... haiz... then tuesday have to go to school to help out in the ushering leh! sian! i dun wan! ushering is so sian! been there done that... SAD!!! argh... but have to do it la...JIAYOU!!!

SATURDAY! doom;s day. well, course i/c. haha. last week, upon the DO(duty officer) shout out my name for the next course i/c, i replied yes DO! and samara for like 3 times....haiz... so terrible... but was so happy today that the next course i/c, the next week's did the same old mistake as me today! muahahha! super happy. i am not the only stupid one!=D

well, today's training was horrible. i was super nervous... keep saying the wrong thing and... i even serdia with my right leg! how pro i am?! hahah. too nervous... hopefully i wasn't caught by the officers... well... anyway, no one approach me, saying that i execute the command wrongly... hehehhe...

well, today, really nedd to thank alot of people for today. hahah... a long list...ehhh...

1. important person to me- thanks for all those encouragement you have given me from the start until now. i have endless of thank you to say to you. so... cut short. i will do the same as what u did when u are busy, and needed help. =D

2. jeffery- thanks for smsing me the list of wat i am suppose to do as a course i/c. thanks so much!!!!

3. kahwai- thanks for encouraging me when i was so scared that i will "die" today... and offered so much help to me today.. like that course i/c slash... my water bottle.... and also helped me took my bags... thanks alot!

ps... just stop all those nonsense... those not funny jokes... cos they aint fun at all. okay? such jokes are not fun at all to make... it si time to grow up... be a little more mature, kays?

4. guan teck- also the i/c slash. thanks so much! well, im really thankful for what u have helped me... hahah... but not those... u noe... weird things that you have said...eg, i very fierce... very hot?... LOLS....

5. thanks to all my squadmates and dear diamonds! thanks for all ur encouragement or i wouldn't be able to be infront of all of u guys, shouting the command so confidently!

well, today... towards the end of the course, was super happy! ahhhahah! but i lost my voice already... ehhh... heheh... shout too much today... lucky next week im not course/ group i/c... yeah! well, my year 2s and also the other cadets... said i did quite a good job... but then.. my sir boon hwee said what i had done was horrible... MY GOD! haiz. die la. but... no point worrying anymore... there goes my best cadet award... no more chance of attaining it already... SAD!!!

well, liting still say i can make it... hahahah. so funny. like real!

well... my shoulders now so pain lor... too much my marching perhaps.. yea... haiz... *yawn*.. too tired today.. gonna go off to sleep already... byes!

wow... back to topic...went to mac.. did the nco thingy... my mind... flooded with those things... haiz... i hope i could get ride of them! ARGH!!! i hope i can just go for a sleep and the next thing when i wake up, everything goes back to 3 december. then i will not say the same thing anymore. i will not let history repeat itself. i am going to change everything... haiz... how naive i am...

went to HQ at around 1245. the bus trip... i hate it. now, whenever i am alone, my mind would be flooded with all those... well... haiz. got off the bus, did many many things... offered help tried to keep myself busy... so as keep myself occupied... and not think of other things...

so emo today.. so so so... EMO. in fact... i have been like this since day one. haiz. i hate this. totally. i am tired of everything. i am so regretful... i WANT THE TIME TO REWIND!

i cannot take this anymore... i am going to collapse soon. by this does not fix asap.....

i still got to wash the dishes, iron my uniform, polish my boots, and pack my bag... so... gonna go... byes... i will post tomorrow.

me, olivia,mingmin, wan qing, steff,jin jie and keith.

MUHAHAH! the happy family... but then... joshua was absent for it... sad... my papa!!! hahah! so well, met up at 1250 at serangoon mrt station... but somehow, the sec2s and 3 were late... LOLS!

wanqing got there 1st...me second... followed by ming min and olivia, then was steff..keith... and last was the I/C, JIN JIE!!! he was the organizer and yet he was late... dotz...

took circle line, went bishan... then change line, went to city hall, then change line again, go bugis... hahah. but it didn take long.. we chat on the train, laughed super loudly... hahahha! everyone there were like staring at us but we simply ignored them...LOLS.... we are councillors yet... hahahah! but its okay... we are not wearing uniform and we dun have our ties...hahah!

BUGIS. went to bugis junction. then looked for seoul garden. ate lunch there... well, since we are all students, we only need to pay $14.10 for it... inclusive of gst and service charge...WOW! the food there was fabulous! hahah! will certainly bring my parents to dine there next time... hahahh! there were huge range of meat... totally.. beef and whatever... wow... nice!!! yummy!!=D

straight after, went to kallang... it was 3++ then...and ming min and olivia went to check the board to see what time the next sguttle bus will arrive... it would be 5!!! ming min will be so late! hahaha! so, well, we decided to take taxi...(hahah! sound like we are so rich...) initially wanted to have all 7 of us to squeeze into one taxi... but then... haix.. the taxi driver dun allow... so well, we splited into two groups, 4,3. went to kallang leisure park... again...the previous time, went there with yinton, olivia, jocelyn, keandra and qinying... hahahah! well, the fare was quite okay la... 4 bucks... hahah! splited among ourseleves.. okie la...

went to bowl straight away we got there.. was really fun! but the first few bowls for me were all gutters... hahahha! i am so lousy in bowling! hahah! then somehow... i got two consecutive strikes... hehe... super happy.. but i was lucky la.. seriously forgot how to bowl already... so long since i went bowling hehe... wan qing, keith and jin jie were so pro! wanted to be like them... hahah! impossible la... but just, work hard lor... really enjoyed bowling today. hopefully in next year's march holidays, i could genting.. and i am sure, i will go bowling whole day! hahaha!

well, it was like 4.45pm when we finished the game... set off home... gosh... ming min is really late... she was suppose to reach home by 5... and 15 minutes is impossible to reach home... took taxi to kallang mrt station again... heheh... fun!!! hahah! then wan qing and ming min took the train to joo kuan and i took the train to pasir ris... hopefully ming min won't be scolded that badly when she reaches home... haix... good luck... that is all i can say... haix...

well, this is the 3rd day without kor kor at home... really miss him!!! ARGH!!! how i wish i could talk to him... seat on the sofa, beside him, talk to him about everyday's life while he plays the computer.... hahah! hope he had fun there... hope he enjoyed himself... do take care and enjoy!=D

well, before i got home, went to fetch didi... was really sad today... haix... something has been bothering me... never mind... got home like 6+... so first thing i did was clear the mess... WOW... the house was in a big mess! hahah! clear up, and went to bathe... my mind is till flooded with all those things then... haiz... went to fry fried rice for didi for dinner... me? no appetite... maybe becos i ate too full for lunch or... never mind... well, can't believe i cut my hand with the knife as i slice the sausages into smaller pieces...wow... certainly didn realize that that has such big impact on me... should have have been thinking about it while i slice the sausages... haiz.. pain ... well well well.. a lesson learnt... anyway... dun be distracted by anything when using the knife... if not, dun use the knife at all...

well, later going down with my didi to meet my mummy in punggol plaza... mummy wanted to get to groceries... likely... maybe i should remind her... the fridge has everything! it is still very full... hahah! i hope i can cheer up... stop thinking about it... come one... isn't there a saying, time files? just think about it every time is think of that... haiz... good night every one and i will try to post tomorrow!