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Friday, July 31, 2009, 9:53 PM

heys.
today has been a terrible day for me...
during duty, mr tana scolded me...
for reading my notes...
fine...that is ok...
during music, my left eye kept twiching.
i noe somthing bad is gonna happen but i am not sure what it is
well it seems all okay...until...

its 1.35.
i called my yearmates to change to full uni.
then, i found out...
I DIDN BRING MY SOCKS!!
MY GOD!
todae is promotion exercie leh!
i worked so hard for this test and in the end i forgot my socks!
DAMN IT!
was so afraid.
lucky have ikhmah, siti and liling who stayed by me.
thank you so much!
so, i was thinking to secretly borrow socks from Andrea.
then me, Andrea and Adel were like discussing the plan...
but i turned out it cannot work.
the colour of the socks is different.
die le lor.
so i went out the toilet with my PT kit.

haix.
5minutes later, we had master parade
was being scolded by serjeant.
after which was sir ben.
damn unlucky.
he scolded me and my whole squad.
actually i didn cry even when he scolded me.
but when he scolded my squadmates for not reminding me to bring,
i cried.
it was damn embrassing.
i have never cried infront of so many ppl.
i was right infront and facing the whole of st john.
they were all looking at me.
and i cried.
hopefully nobody else saw that.
in the end, i gotta fall in and join my squad with my school socks.

then we went to 3t1
straight away test le.
i revised so much.
i expected the paper to be burns, fractures, bleedings and wounds,
like what the sir told us,which would be tested.
in the end, it turn out that half the paper i dun noe how to do.
did terriblely.
28/50.
i revised so hard.
and this is wat i got.
i work many times harder than others but....
nvm
i told u i am unlucky today.

Karma.
that is what i think causes me to be unlucky.
i believe what goes about comes about.
i think i did something bad.
and this is my retribution.
i am so scraed i would not promote.
...
theni i forever no rank.
on the train i think back.
i noe i did many things wrong.
i wana change for a better but somethimes...
i juz can't do it.
i hate myself.
for being stupid,
immature,
unkucky,
retarded,
slow-witted,
disrespectful,
and most importantly,
being so imperect...




Tuesday, July 28, 2009, 7:21 PM

HELLOS!
tomorrow is the day i have been looking for...
the badminton interclass!
really excited...but...
i am scared of 1n1...
they seem quite pro leh.
die la.
but wat is more important the process of the competition,
and the not the outcome rite?
i will just play th best that i can and strive all the way!
haha!
JIA YOU, 1E4!

okay...gotta rest well for tomorrow's match...
byes!




Sunday, July 26, 2009, 10:35 AM

heys! time files man... so fast sunday le...
tomorrow gotta go back school le...so sian...
with all those common tests...OH DEAR!
well, i didn get to use the com cos my bro was using the com to play maple...
so lame...
on friday, there's SJAB training.
i dun noe why but every time before training i feel so nervous and scared.
haha...lucky i am with my squadmates.
we did drills the whole 3 hours and my foot hurts like hell.
it is only now then i cherish my school shoes.
they were brilliant!
haha!
anyway there is this promotion test next week...
meaning i gonna get my first ever RANK!!!
YAY! but i gotta pass the test...
must JYJY!!! dun let my year mates down!
GLADYS, JIA YOU!


i was so bored yesterday...although there's homework to be done,
i really dun wana do!
ARGH!!!
then...watch tv lor...
but still very sian.
that stupid history...
dun even noe how to do...then my kor say,
"i didn even take history for sec 3 how i noe how to do?'
LOLS.
then i nv do lor.
cos i also dun noe how to do.
yesterday slack the whole day.
so today i gonna do homework lor.
haix...

a picture to cheer myself up...




Thursday, July 23, 2009, 4:02 PM

AWW!!! aww... PAIN!!! MY GOD! my back is aching! i seriously have no idea why that is so...but i am really in pain! ARGH!!! HELP!!!

todae, during PE, played badminton with zhouhan...(as promised)
his ball were great!( as in great to be smashed...haha!)
like wat peiyu had said, i think...zhouhan may not be that bad like wat we thought he was...he just like to act cool, pissing ppl off.( including me...hehe)

i wana kill myself! todae's biology surprise test i have already know i got 3 wrong. die liao lor! then the maths common test already loss 7 marks due to carelessness. today isn't my day! damn unlucky today!O=

well well...no point cursing and swearing why i am so unlucky today...so just ...accept the fact that i am unlucky today...fine...

okay...some pic to cheer myself up...
MY DIDI!!!

~his master piece...=D




Sunday, July 19, 2009, 10:29 AM

HEYS! long never post le...
haha! i am BACK!
these few days, i have been doing alot of exercises.
running and badminton.
so sian!
but i still love them!
haha!
I LOVE LAST WEEK!
that is because i met alot of my ex-classmates.
morning when taking LRT, saw Xinyi.
she grew taller! 159cm!ARGH!!!
taller than me le...O=
then, once when going back home after playing badminton at anchorvale,
i saw Odessa and Jolene.
miss them so much lor!
then i think it was on friday,
saw yufang, huiyan, odessa and isabel.
haha!
so we chat lor
so happy to see them!
HAPPY!
anw, yesterday went compasspoint with yufang.
borrowed books!
yay!
haha!
miss her so much.
we hadn really talk ever since we left edgefield.
haha! so happy!=D
we took a few pics. hehe=D




Sunday, July 12, 2009, 10:05 AM

NDP 2009 Theme Song - What do you see




Friday, July 10, 2009, 7:23 PM

well, today went anchorvale again to train on my badminton....
it was really fun!
LOVE IT!

this is a random riddle...
quite lame la...but is fun...
u might wana try it!=D


World's Hardest Riddles! - The funniest movie is here. Find it




Thursday, July 9, 2009, 8:50 PM

i picked up the phone with false hopes,
feeling happy and excited.
when i put down the phone,
i sighed and hated myself.
when can i ever get over this!

got back to reality.
kept doing work non-stop,
trying to make myself forget of all those childish thoughts.
but i just can't stop thinking...

By: unknown.




Monday, July 6, 2009, 7:04 PM

it seems that many people are getting angry because i haven't been blogging...
haha!
i am back to BLOGGING!
last week my kor kept playing maple...
so i didn have the chance to use the computer lor.
anyway, last week, i went to church.
and had our first ever zone service .
it was fun!
then this chen meng qi came.
i was really amazed by him.
he was really a great singer!
he also compoesed many songs and they were really nice man!
i guessed i will nevr be like him.
so pro.

then today, i went to yinton's house.
played badminton, and it was really fun
well, we also played wii at yinton's house.
around 4.30, me and jocelyn went home as we found that there were lots of homework to be done.
so sian.
last minute deon and tionglei say need do the summary.
was doing just now...finally finish le.
so GLAD lor!

kor is back now.
and he is sure to ask me this,
"Ah girl argh, when can u let me use the com.?"
haha!
so...gotta get going.
bb!